Character Interview! (AKA When My Fingers Died)

Thank you  FifteenthApostle* for this amazing (Yet finger-murdering) interview.

Saki Himura, I choose you! (Ultimate respect for whoever can guess the reference!)

DESCRIPTION:

1: What is your full name?
Saki Himura.

2: Do you have a nickname, pseudonym, or alternate identity?
No...? At least, I don't think so?

3: How tall are you?
6' 5”.

4: How much do you weigh?
147.6 pounds.

5: What kind of build do you have (are you thin, fat, gangly, muscular, etc.)?
Well... Not to brag or anything, buut... I'm pretty voluptuous... [Midori's gonna kill me now...]

6: Describe your hair. What colour is it? What style do you keep it in?
My hair...? That's... An odd thing to ask about, but okay. I've got blonde hair with pink streaks that I wear in a sort of braided crown so I can customize my hair length. [I can't cut the loveliness that I possess!]

7: What colour are your eyes?
Brown and blue. Heterochromia for the win!

8: What is your ethnicity?
Half Japanese, half Russian. My original mom's side of the family was Russian, and my
original dad's side of the family was Japanese.

9: Do you have any unusual physical features?
Well, aside from my heterochromia, I guess I could mention the fact that I almost have an immunity to sedatives. Seriously, you can give me doses that could put someone in a coma, and I wouldn't be affected... Well, unless I've been knocked out or something, which is also pretty rare, surprisingly.

10: Are you considered to be attractive?
Yeah, I do. At least, that's what I've heard.

11: What does your voice sound like?
Low-pitched and mature, but sweet.

12: What kind of accent do you have?
I've been told that I have a very slight Russian accent, but that it's barely noticeable.

13: Do you have a favourite quote or commonly used saying?
Not really.

14: Is there any particular facial expression that you are known to wear often (dour glare, cheeky grin, etc.)?
I... Don't know?

15: Are you known for having any particular mannerisms (gestures, habits, or ways of doing things)?
Well, at times, I can slip back into my military style of life. Otherwise, I kind of have a motherly way of treating my friends, at least.

16: Do you have any allergies, diseases, debilitating injuries, or other physical weaknesses?
Well, I've got an allergy to bees, so... Yeah. That's a thing. Other than that, my sensitive spot is right in between my shoulder blades. Seriously, you don't even have to touch me, just run your hand over that area, and I'll fall apart.

17: Do you have any scars, tattoos or birthmarks?
I have multiple scars on my arms from... Things... As well as a scar on my side. As far as tattoos go, I've got some pretty cool floral tattoos on my right shoulder and a giant tattoo of the Japanese symbol for love on my back.

18: How good is your personal hygiene?
Near perfect! I hate not being clean!

19: Do you wear perfume or cologne?
I only use perfume for very, very, VERY special occasions.

20: What is your preferred style of dress?
I don't really have one. I mean, I guess that anything that I find comfortable is something I'll wear... Oh, and I like using pink and teal in my outfits.

21: Do you wear glasses or contact lenses? If so, are you nearsighted or farsighted?
Well, none of my friends know this, but I actually wear glasses when I need them. I was told that I was a tiny bit farsighted, though it doesn't really affect me. However, I was still given a prescription for glasses. I tried to ask my “dad” to help me get them, but... Well, you know how he is. So, I got myself a part-time job as a waitress. After almost a year of working for nothing but tips and having to wear the most embarrassingly revealing uniform ever, I FINALLY earned enough money to get myself a pair of glasses. However, I really only use them for reading and when my vision gets extremely bad.

22: Do you wear jewellery or other accessories?
I have 2 piercings by my left eyebrow.

23: Are you left or right-handed?
I can actually use both.

VITAL STATISTICS:

24: How old are you exactly?
18 years old.

25: When is your birthday?
June 28th [Haha, I share my creator's birthday].

26: Where were you born?
Aomori

27: Where do you live now?
Hokkaido

28: What is your nationality?
Japan.

29: What is your occupation?
I don't exactly have one, but like I mentioned earlier, I was a waitress for a while, and I guess I technically still am, when they need me.

30: Do you belong to any exclusive groups (guilds, clubs, teams, religious sects, etc.)?
I'm in Kou's gang!

31: Do you hold any rank or special position within your occupation or group (team captain, chairman, chief engineer, head nurse, treasurer, etc.)?
Uh... I'm not sure. I'm gonna have to ask Kou one day.

32: What social class do you belong to?
Uhhh... What?

33: Do you hold any noble titles or estates?
Not unless it's by some sort of clerical error.

34: Do you have a criminal record?
*laughs* Oh, it depends on who you ask.

FAMILY:

35: Who are/were your parents? Tell us about them.
M-My parents... I... I'd rather not mention them... At least, not my original ones... And I don't consider my current “dad” my parent at all.

36: Do you have any siblings? If so, tell us about them.
Used to have a twin, used to have an adoptive younger sister, that's all I'm saying.

37: Who are/were your grandparents?
Probably some crazy amazing military generals or something...

38: Do you have any aunts, uncles, or cousins?
None that I know of.

39: Do you have a notorious or celebrated ancestor? If so, tell us how their legacy affects you.
My original parents... *bites her lip and walks out* NOPE! NOT GONNA SAY IT! (Experiencing technical difficulties, please stand by.)

40: How close are you to your family in general?
NOT. AT. ALL.

PERSONALITY:

41: Are you basically an optimist, a realist, or a pessimist?
I'm... Kind of optimistic... In a way...

42: Are you spontaneous or do you always need to have a plan?
Both.

43: Do you like to take risks or do you prefer to play it safe?
I kind of have to take risks in my walk of life.

44: Are you generally laid back or are you inclined to worry?
I act laid-back, but inside I probably have over a hundred worries.

45: Do you like to make jokes or do you prefer to keep things serious?
It depends on the situation.

46: How well do you work under pressure/to a deadline?
I might work better with pressure than without! Something about the adrenaline I get from stress just gets me exhilarated!

47: Do you prefer to work with your head or your hands?
Either or. I can do the same amount of work with both.

48: Would you call yourself a perfectionist?
I was raised with the philosophy that not having perfection meant not being worth keeping alive... So... Yeah.

49: What makes you happy, and why?
Way too many things, honestly!

50: What makes you sad, and why?
Again, way too many things.

51: What makes you angry, and why?
Way too many things.

52: What gets you excited, and why?
Ugh... How many times do I have to say this? WAY TOO MANY FREAKING THINGS.

53: What makes you stressed, and why?
Fuuuuuuuuuuuuu... (Experiencing technical difficulties, please stand by.)

54: What makes you frustrated, and why?
… *sighs*

55: Are you short tempered? How well do you keep your cool?
I can be pretty short-tempered, honestly... But usually I can keep my cool pretty well...

56: How easily do you get depressed or discouraged?
WAY TOO EASILY.

57: When was the last time you cried?
Uhhh... I'd have to say during the “technical difficulties” on Question 39.

58: Do you have any fears or phobias? What is your greatest fear?
Well, out of the ones I can mention, I have fears of gore, spiders, death, and... You-Know-Who... *shudders* And those are only the ones that I can mention without breaking down.

59: What gives you a feeling of satisfaction or fulfilment?
Being able to know that I did something that'll help my friends stay safe.

60: Do you adhere to a code of conduct which guides or restricts your actions?
I guess I still carry the military guidelines that I was raised on.

61: Do you make promises or oaths? If so, do you keep them?
I make them and keep them, even if I end up dying in the process... And you know how scared of that I am.

62: Do people consider you to be trustworthy?
I sure as heck hope so!

63: Do you have any secrets? If so, does anybody know about them, and how did they find out?
Well... I-I cut, my dad's abusive, my adoptive sister and mother DIED thanks to this stupid fucking illness that doctors didn't research far enough into, a lot of shit with my... real family... Went down... Heck, my entire life is a secret...! And I want to keep it that way!

64: List three of your quirks or other defining characteristics.
I treat my friends like they're my children; I have an almost scary obsession with herbal tea, scented candles, meditation, and sweets; I have severe insomnia.

65: Do you have any bad habits? If so, have you tried to kick them?
Uhhhhhh...

66: Do you have any good habits?
...

67: Do you have any vices?
*shrugs*

68: Describe what would be a typical day/week for you?
There is no such thing as a typical day/week! NO SUCH THING!!!

ABILITIES AND TRAITS:

69: Do you have any special skills or abilities? If so, how did you acquire them?
I don't think so?

70: Do you have any serious difficulties with certain skills or abilities?
No?

71: Are you particularly athletic?
Uh... I kinda have to be.

72: Do you participate in any kind of sports?

Well, I'm actually pretty good at volleyball, basketball, swimming, and soccer, though I don't really hae any time that I can delve into my abilities. Otherwise, I guess I can kind of count my wrestling with my gang as a sport... In a way...

73: Can you ride an animal, or drive a vehicle of some kind?
Duh. Of course I can.

74: Are you proficient in any martial or combative skills (martial arts, fencing, gunfighting, etc.)?
*Facepalms* What do you think?

75: Are you gifted when it comes to intellectual pursuits?
Honestly, yeah.

76: Do you speak more than one language?
Yep. Aside from Japanese and English, which I was raised on, I also learned 5 other languages, all of which I use to rant at my friends with.

77: Do you have a good memory, or do you tend to forget things?
I have a... Selective memory.

78: How long is your attention span?
It's pretty dang long, when I want it to be.

79: How good is your sense of direction? Do you get lost easily?
My sense of direction is TERRIBLE. Seriously, I got lost in a STRAIGHT FREAKING CORRIDOR.

80: Are you particularly artistic?
I actually am, though no one would guess it.

81: Do you have any talent for music?
Surprisingly. And I ADORE singing.

82: Can you dance?
Well... I know how to waltz, at least...

83: Do you have any acting talent?
Yeah. Ugh, you have NO idea how many times I've had to act my way out of difficult situations!

84: Can you cook?
Sorta...? [Raiden, shut up. I can hear you snickering.]

85: Do you have any knowledge of medicine?
Uh... Yeah. Obviously.

86: Are you any good with machines or electronics?
Surprisingly, I can say that I am.

RELATIONSHIPS:

87: Who is the most important person in your life and why?
My friends, obviously! They took me in when I was in pain, and I'm gonna be loyal to them forever! And yeah, I know that isn't a specific person, but whatever.

88: Do you have a significant other? If so, tell us about them.
*blushes extremely deeply* Er... Uh... I-I... Um... W-W-Well... You see... I... I-I-I-I... [Yes, I know this has been going on for hours, Raiden! You don't have to tell me!]

89: What do you look for in a potential romantic partner?
Simple. Someone who's not gonna betray me.

90: Who is the person you respect the most and why?
Well... I honestly respect all of my friends the most. They're all so strong... And I wanna be just like them someday...

91: Do you have a mentor or person to look up to? If so, tell us how they influenced you.
Well, I look up to Takeshi A LOT. He's influenced me to become stronger, and I've been doing a good job on doing so thanks to him.

92: Who is the person you despise the most and why?
*Growls* I'd rather not discuss it...

93: Do you have any rivals? If so, describe the nature of your rivalry.
Well, while I'm pretty sure he doesn't think of it the same way, I kind of find Takeshi to be my rival. He's so freaking strong in so many ways, and I wanna be like him one day.

94: Do you have any enemies? If so, tell us about them and why they are your enemy.
The rival gang, but specifically Hideo, Yuriko, and Midori... For OBVIOUS reasons...

95: Do you tend to argue with people, or do you try to avoid conflict?
It depends on the situation.

96: How quickly do you judge others?
Way too quickly for my own good.

97: How long do you usually have to know somebody before you are willing to trust them?
It takes a long time. Like, super long.

98: Do you hold grudges?
Obviously I do.

99: Do you have a lot of friends?
If five people count as a lot of friends... Then yes.

100: Who is your best friend?
Hmmm... Probably Raiden, Takeshi, or Hiro. I'm not sure which, though.

101: Do you find it easy to make friends?
NO.

102: How well do you get along with strangers?
I usually don't get along too well with strangers.

103: In social situations, do you tend to take the lead, or go with the flow?
I take the lead because no one else will.

104: Do you like interacting with large groups of people, or do you prefer small groups?
Small groups. Large groups are just a pain in the ass.

105: Do you like spending time alone?
YES!

106: If you had to be stuck on a deserted island, who is the one person you would want to have with you, and why?
Hmm... That's a toughie... But probably Takeshi. He's probably the strongest out of all of us, so protection-wise, he'd be helpful to have around. [Sorry to the rest of you guys, you know I love ya'll.]

107: Who is the last person you would want to be stuck on a deserted island with?
Someone from the rival gang. No one member in particular, just any of them.

108: Are you a listener or a talker?
Both.

109: Do you like to pull practical jokes, play pranks, or tease others?
Ehhh... Sometimes?

110: Do you like children?
Depends on the child.

111: Do you like animals?
Obviously!

112: Do you have any pets or animal companions?
Sadly, no. However, Masaaki seems to like me quite a bit.

113: How do you relate to members of a different race?
Well...?

114: How do you relate to members of the same gender as yours?
*loudly laughs*

115: How about members of the opposite gender?
Depends on the person.

116: How do you relate to people from a different social class?
Meh...

117: How do you get along with people in general?
If they're close to me... Well. If not... Not well.

118: Are you inclined to act differently among certain people or groups?
Yeah, I really am.

HISTORY AND INFLUENCES:

119: How would you describe your childhood in general?
Pretty dang tragic.

120: What is your earliest memory?
My earliest memory? Um... I probably remember way back to when my original parents first started training me when I was 3...

121: Did you go to school? If so, tell us about your school life. Did you enjoy it?
I did go to school, but I was bullied pretty viciously, so... Yeah. Didn't really enjoy it.

122: How many friends did you have when you were young? Are you still friends with any of them?
Not many... One of them disappeared, one of them died, and one of them turned into a traitorous yandere piece of shit.

123: Who was your best friend when you were young? Are they still your friend?
I guess I could count Midori here, and... *loudly laughs again* NO.

124: As a child, what did you want to be when you grew up?
I... Never really knew.

125: Have you ever traveled outside of your home country? If so, to where?
Um... I can't remember.

126: Tell us about your first date.
My first date? W-Well... Um... I-It was back when Midori wasn't psychotic... She took me out one night... And it was really nice, honestly...

127: When, and with whom, was your first kiss?
M-My first kiss?! Uhhhh... Would you be surprised if I told you I haven't had one?

128: Have you had many romantic interests in your life?
Uh... Not really... Unless two counts as “many”...

129: Have you ever been pursued by a romantic admirer?
Yep.

130: Have you ever pursued someone romantically, yourself?
Sorta?

131: Have you ever been in love? If so, tell us what happened.
I was, at one time... And then she betrayed me and left me for her stupid gang...

132: Are you a virgin? If not, when and with whom did you lose your virginity?
YES, I'M A FUCKING VIRGIN. STOP ASKING ME THIS SHIT.

133: Have you ever lost anyone special to you? If so, how did your loss affect you?
*runs out of the room again* (Experiencing more technical difficulties, please stand by.)

134: What do you consider to be the most important event of your life so far?
*shrugs*

135: What do you consider to be your greatest achievement?
Dunno...

136: What is your greatest regret?
I'd rather not discuss it.

137: Tell us about the best day of your life.
Probably the first time I met my gang. I had some... Issues... Going on, so I had run away from my home. I ended up wandering into the alley, broken down in tears, starting to hyperventilate, and almost getting suicidal, when Takeshi showed up. He comforted me and got me able to stop crying. Then he asked me if I wanted him to get the rest of his gang, and I agreed. They all really helped me out, which was what got me to join them. [This must be why I have such a great respect for Takeshi in general.                            

138: Now tell us about the worst day of your life.
Uh... I... I can't decide... The only one I can mention is... Is about the first day my dad ever abused me...

139: What is the most embarrassing or shameful thing to ever happen to you?
Eeeh... I dunno... There's so many... But... As far as what I might be able to say... I might as well mention the... Cooking incident... [Shut up, Raiden.] Otherwise, it was when I walked in on the boys when they were... Not at their best, if you catch my drift, or when Raiden walked in on me in the same circumstances... [Wow, Raiden's seen a lot...]

140: Have you ever been in a life-or-death situation?
Obviously, yes.

141: Have you ever killed someone?
Almost... But I never actually did.

142: Tell us about the most frightening experience of your life?
*runs out of the room yet again* (Wow, we're having a lot of technical difficulties, aren't we?)

143: What is the most evil thing you have ever done?
Um... I'm not sure...

BELIEFS:

144: Do you think people are basically good or evil at heart?
I honestly don't think that people are basically either. I mean, a person can't be completely pure or completely corrupted. There has to be a balance between the two in order for someone to survive. However, sometimes the supposed good inside someone's heart is buried so deep that you can't find it.

145: In your opinion, what is the most evil thing any person could do?
Well... I honestly feel like the most evil thing any person could do is go against their better nature to the point of seriously hurting themselves or someone else. While it isn't evil per se, I certainly find it to be.

146: Do you believe in a god? If so, which one and why?
Well, I'm actually Pagan, so... Yeah. As far as which gods I believe in... Well, I think I can leave that to the imagination.

147: Do you believe in an afterlife?
Yes I do.

148: Do you believe in miracles?
I do believe in them, and I hope that they'll save me someday.

149: Do you believe in angels, demons, or other such supernatural beings?
In a sense... Yeah.

150: Do you believe in ghosts?
Oh, heck yes.

151: What is your general view of religion?
My general view of religion? Well... I find it an important part of a person's life. I mean, depending on which religion someone is, it can affect them in a variety of different ways and influence them to make certain decisions or not make certain decisions and things along those lines.

152: Are you superstitious?
YES. I think I'm a bit too superstitious, and I think my friends can agree with me on that.

153: What are your views on gambling?
Ugh... Just the sound of the word alone makes me sick... It's just a waste of time and money that sorry saps who have an extra dollar do to try and make themselves “feel better”, and it really pisses me off.

154: Do you believe in luck?
There are some times when I probably wouldn't have survived without luck, so yes.

155: How much do you value money?
Well... I don't, really. I mean, it's a good thing to have, and I know I'll probably make someone out there strike up some sort of controversy against me, and I say let them, but... It's not the most important thing in life by any means.

156: What are your views on politics?
Uh... I don't care.

157: Do you support any causes or charities?
If I could, I would, but I can't, so I don't... If that makes sense.

158: What are your views on lying?
It's probably one of the worst things a person can do, in my opinion. Sure, it's not THE worst, but it's up there in, like, the top five or ten. I mean, they're trying to hide things from people in a terrible way, and it makes them cowards. True, there are some instances where lying is acceptable, like if your best friend says that they're going to commit suicide and they don't want you to tell someone, and you say you won't tell someone but you actually do. That's a lie told to protect someone from harm. But the kinds of lies that I ABSOLUTELY DESPISE are the ones that are told to either hurt someone or lull them into a sense of false security.

159: What are your views on theft?
It makes me absolutely sick! I mean... Why?! Why are people taking things that belong to other people like that?!

160: What are your views on killing?
And this is ANOTHER thing that makes me sick! People are ending the lives of others! Most of them completely undeserving! While there are some people out there that must kill in order to keep them and the people they care for safe, there are others that kill just for the sake of killing! I hate it!


161: What are your views on crime and punishment?
I think that people who deserve it should be brought to a proper amount of justice in a fair court of law. I don't see the point in not giving someone who is accused of committing a crime the chance to clear their name, and I say that people should certainly be able to try to prove their innocence. However, with that being said, it ties back into all of the lies that I hate. The fact that some people are so set on not getting in trouble with the law that they will lie and bring up fake evidence and even go so far as to get people on their side filling up the jury so they are found innocent is just terrible.

162: What are your views on sex?
Sex is... Something that I find is only suitable for people who are truly in love and are willing to do things like that. It takes a lot of passion and true romantic drive in order to succeed, which is something that I find a lot of people are lacking as life goes on. So, as far as this act between lovers goes... I say that if you want to do it and if you're willing to take the risk of having a child or getting an STD or something along those lines, go for it. However, what I can't stand is... And brace yourself for this term... Rape. I CANNOT believe that people actually do this. Forcing someone into having sex or conducting in other sexual acts with someone else is utterly disgusting. I've actually known multiple people in the past that have gone through this, and the damage it does to them both physically and emotionally is absolutely awful.

163: Do you believe in the existence of soul mates and/or true love?
You can call me a little naive girl with her head in the clouds, but... Yes.

164: Do you believe in self-sacrifice for the greater good?
I honestly do. Regardless of how scared I am of things like this, I certainly do believe in it.

165: Are you patriotic?
Um... I guess in a sense... Yes...

166: Are you inclined to voice your opinions and beliefs?
Thankfully I am!

167: How far will you go to defend your beliefs?
As far as I have to!

168: How much do you respect the beliefs and opinions of others?
I usually do respect the beliefs and opinions of others... As long as they aren't completely harmful, unlawful, or unethical.

169: Do you consider certain groups, or types of people, to be inferior to you or beneath you?
No! The fact that people do this is absolutely terrible!

170: How honest are you about your thoughts and feelings?
Well... I try to be pretty honest with my thoughts and feelings...

PERSONAL TASTES AND OPINIONS:

171: What is your favourite pastime?
Curling up in a comfortable, relaxing, and safe place with my scented candles lit, fresh herbal tea at my fingertips, and sweets nearby as I read to my heart's content. There's nothing better than that!

172: Do you have any hobbies?
Reading and meditation are my main two. Otherwise... Hmm... I'm not entirely sure otherwise!

173: Do you collect things?
Yep! I collect scented candles! [OBVIOUSLY.]

174: What is your favourite colour?
Well... It's more colors... But pink and teal are my favorites.

175: What is your favourite food?  What is your least favourite food?
I ADORE anything sweet, and I don't really have a taste for spicy or extremely bitter food.

176: What is your favourite drink?  Do you have a least favourite drink?
Obviously my favorite drink is herbal tea! And my least favorite drink, as crazy as it may sound, is coffee.

177: What kind of music do you like?
Metal. I might not seem like I'd like it, but... just metal. It's too amazing for me. Otherwise, just other types of rock and instrumental are nice.

178: Do you have a favourite song?
Um... Not really, no. I just listen to the music I listen to when I feel like it.

179: Is there a particular type of music that you can't stand?
Anything mainstream. I just... NO.

180: Do you like to read? If so, what kind of books do you prefer?
I ADORE READING!!! And as far as the types of books I like... Well, I'll read anything! I particularly like fantasy novels, but I also read steamy and sometimes racy romances, epic dramas, and thrilling mysteries! And that's just barely scratching the surface of my reading life!

181: Do you have an interest in art (paintings, sculpture, etc.)?
Yes, I actually do.

182: What kind of mass entertainment do you prefer (theatre, sports, live music, etc.)?
Um... I don't really have a preference.

183: Do you like to get dressed up, or do you prefer casual wear?
I personally like casual wear, but if I have to dress up for a formal event or something, I will.

184: Which is your favourite season and why?
Winter! I don't know why, but I just adore the snow and the cold. Plus, when it gets way too cold to go outside, then I get to do my favorite pastime more! Plus... My dad's gone for his work the most in winter...

185: What is your favourite topic of conversation?
Anything that can get my mind off of my personal life.

186: Is there anything that truly bores you to tears?
Um... No, I don't think so.

187: What is your most treasured possession?
Um... I'm honestly not sure if I have one...

188: If you could have one thing, anything in the world, what would it be (any physical thing)?
I... don't know... At all...

189: Do you like living where you are now?
Well... To tell you the truth... No. Not at all.

190: If you could live anywhere in the world, where would you choose to live?
I'd like the town that I'm living in now, and I really don't wanna leave it. However, I'd like it if I could have all of my friends under one roof with me. It'd make me feel really nice and protected.

191: How do you prefer to travel?
Walking, but if I have to I'll drive.

192: Do you drink alcohol?
HELL. NO.

193: Do you smoke?
NOOOO.

194: Do you use drugs?
Obviously I don't! [Unless medication counts as drugs...]

195: Do you solicit prostitutes?
FUCK. ME. I'M A VIRGIN, REMEMBER?! I WOULD NEVER DO THAT!

196: How do you spend a typical Saturday night?
THERE'S NO SUCH THING!!!!

197: How do you spend a rainy day?
Outside~! I adore the rain!

198: How do you deal with stress? Is there anything you do to help you relax (play music, take a hot bath, drink, etc.)?
Cry on my friends' shoulders. Otherwise, I take a bath and light my scented candles, meditate, drink herbal tea, or read.

199: Do you laugh a lot? What do you find funny?
I wish I laughed a lot. And really, I can't even find much funny anymore. But I do find my friends' antics pretty funny at times.

200: Is there anything in particular that shocks or offends you?
Yeah... But I don't really wanna mention what...

201: What are your pet peeves?
Smoking, people pointing out my faults that I already know, and grammar mistakes... Those are only a few...

SELF IMAGE:

202: What is your greatest strength as a person?
I'm very protective and motherly to the people who gain my trust.

203: What is your greatest weakness as a person?
I'm way too emotional and I can snap at any given moment.

204: Do you generally think with your head or your heart?
My heart, honestly.

205: Are you generally introverted or extroverted?
I'm pretty introverted, to be honest...

206: What kind of personal qualities do you most respect in others?
Kindness, loyalty, trustworthiness, strength [both mental and physical], a protective nature.

207: Do you have those qualities?
I think so...

208: If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?
Oh, I have a lot more than just one thing to change...

209: Do you consider yourself to be attractive?
S-Sorta, I guess... I dunno...

210: Do you like yourself?
...

211: Do you consider yourself to be a good person?
...

212: What do other people say is your best quality?
I... Don't think other people say anything about me having a “best quality”.

213: What do other people say is your worst quality?
This list, however... Ugh... This one is WAY too long...

214: How would you say people view you as a person, generally?
I have no idea whatsoever.

215: Do you care what others think of you?
It depends on the person. I mean, if it's my friends, then I obviously do, but if it's an enemy or some random stranger or something, then no.

216: What three words would you choose to best describe your personality?
Um... Super emotional, way too mature for my own good, and very protective. [Yeah, I know that was more than 3, and it was more like 3 phrases, but I DON'T CARE.]

217: What three words would others probably use to describe you?
I could say them... But they're not very good words, if you catch my drift...

KEY SOCIAL INFLUENCE:

218: Choose a person you know well. It could be a family member, friend, romance partner, mentor, rival, enemy, or anything else as long as they have had a major impact on your life. I am going to ask you several questions about them.
Uh... Okay. I might as well choose... Uh... Let's just go with Takeshi for no reason whatsoever.

219: Who are they to you (friend, mentor, enemy, etc.)?
He's one of my very close friends.

220: Who are they in general (their occupation, social status, place in the world, etc.)?
Well, Takeshi's another member of our gang. We refer to him as the strong one [for obvious reasons]. He's... He's probably one of the kindest people in our gang, to be honest...

221: Tell us what he or she looks like.
Takeshi's a very attractive guy with black hair and bright blue eyes. He wears a blue hoodie, jeans, and... shoes. I don't really know what shoes he wears. I don't pay attention to those details.

222: Give us a general impression of their personality.
He's super strong, mature, loyal, and protective, but he's also really kind, sweet, and funny.

223: What are this person's goals? Do these goals coincide or conflict with yours?
I'm... Honestly not sure what Takeshi's goals are. I probably should know, but I don't.

224: What is your general opinion of this person?
He's like a big brother to me! He was the one who actually got his gang to sort of save me from my mental torture, so I'm really grateful to him for that!

225: How did you meet this person, or, if you've known them your whole life, what is your earliest memory of them?
Well, like I mentioned before when I was talking about the best day of my life, I met Takeshi one night when I ran away from my home for... Reasons. He helped me to calm down and asked if he wanted me to get his gang, to which I agreed. And that's really it.

226: How did your relationship develop into what it has become (how did you become friends, partners, enemies, etc.)?
Um... I'm not sure. We just became friends over time, I guess.

227: Have you always had this kind of relationship with them, or was it different at some point? If so, how did your relationship change?
Well, I used to have a MAJOR crush on him, as well as Kou and Hiro. But after... You know... The INCIDENT happened... I sort of friend-zoned myself with him... But to be honest, I still do like him in that way, at least a little.

228: How often do you see this person?
Almost every day... Well, except for the weeks when I don't... I see him every other week, and it honestly scares me the first day or two after he gets back and the last day or two that he's here. It honestly makes me feel like something really bad happens on the weeks that I don't get to see him...

229: Given the choice, would you like to see them more, or less?
I would ADORE seeing him more.

230: Tell us something good about this person.
Something I find good about Takeshi is his big-brother-like attitude.

231: Now tell us something bad about them.
Well... There's certain things that get him pissed royal... I swear, even if someone just THINKS about them, Takeshi'll start yelling at whoever mentioned or THOUGHT about them. Especially on those first few days and last few days.

232: Have you ever been in direct conflict with this person (in a fight, competition, popularity contest, etc.)?
Sadly, I have been a few times... It hasn't ended up very well for either of us...

233: Have you ever worked together with them to achieve a common goal?
Yes, obviously!

234: Tell us something you have learned from them?
I've learned way too much from Takeshi! The majority of it is good, like the life lessons he's taught me and stuff like that. I'm not really gonna get into the bad stuff, though...

235: How would you feel if this person were to succeed in life, especially at something you wish to succeed in, yourself?
I would feel happy for him. And technically... He already has succeeded at something I want to... He's succeeded in being more than a weak coward...

236: How would you feel if they were to die?
D-DON'T EVEN MENTION THINGS LIKE THAT!!!

237: What would you do if they were to walk into the room right now?
Probably hug him.

GOALS AND DREAMS:

238: Do you ever want to get married?
If I ever found someone who loved me that much... Yeah.

239: Do you want children?
It would be nice, yeah, but not too early in my life.

240: Do you have a lifelong dream?
Um... Yeah... I do... But I don't feel like mentioning it...

241: What goal do you most want to achieve within the next year?
I don't know...

242: Where do you see yourself in five years?
Uh...

243: Where do you see yourself in ten years?
*shrugs*

244: Where do you see yourself in twenty years?
I HAVE NO IDEA!!!

245: What is your most cherished fantasy?
Something embarrassing that I don't want to tell the world.

246: If you had the opportunity to do anything with your life, and you had absolute assurance that you would succeed, what would you do?
Something else I don't want to mention at this point in my life.

247: If you could choose, how would you want to die?
As painlessly as possible. Otherwise, I'd wanna go down a hero, even if it meant the most gruesome death ever.

248: What is the one thing you would like to be remembered for after your death?
I just want to be remembered.

249: If you had the chance to live part of your life over again, what is the one thing you would choose to do differently?
I want to redo my entire life. All of it. I just want to start it all over again.

250: Why have you decided to live your life the way you do?
I dunno... I really just have, to be honest...